Missing you...

A day has not gone by since July 19th 2014 that I have not missed you both so much. I never thought i could feel so much pain. I miss your  tiny hands..your art..i miss your footprints and finger prints in my house. I still have not removed them.  My home is full of your belongings,  my heart is fullof your love.  I miss your laughter and your tears. I miss both of you more than you'll ever know. I have not been able to see you since November 1st and it is just tearing me  apart inside and out. I miss your constant chatter,  doing our puzzles and wrestling.  Oh just to hold you again.  Your bear hugs and butterfly kisses, your "kiss on the hand".  I miss picking out your clothes and shoes. . And searching for belts that fit.  I miss you both wanting to dress sharp and wear a tie to sunday school.  i miss being your mom. I pray God keeps you in his loving care ... but tonight just like every other. .I will shed tears for you.I MISS YOU and loveyou foreverB&G.

Xoxo